Misery Business.

Good morning darlings...

Today, I have decided to start fresh.  For the last year or so now, I have been reading the public blog belonging to the mother of my partner's daughter.  Many of you have been reading it too and have been getting just as nauseated from it as I have been.  The only reason I ever started reading it was to keep tabs on the well-being of a very special little girl - her progress and her life - since her mother has been withholding her from her father.  But my simple plan of just "checking in" turned into so much more as I read further into her writings.  It has managed to ruin my life and my attitude.  It has caused me to act out in response and maybe even say some things that I shouldn't have said.  The fact that I even played into the rants, ramblings and, pardon my French, the complete and utter bullshit of such a homicidal schizo-sociopath was one of the biggest mistakes I could have ever made.  While I'm glad I made myself aware of the person she is, I refuse to allow her to continue to ruin my life.  She has already ruined my partner's and his daughter's lives enough.  I will no longer support her exploitation of their lives and I will no longer allow her to exploit mine.  Today, I will no longer be reading her non-sense.  Well, I may check in once in a while to see if there is anything new on my partner's daughter.  But that is it.  I will no longer comment on her blogs.  I will no longer read so far into them that they break me down into tears.  I will use my energy, instead, to continue to help my partner in his not-so-easy quest to, once again, be united with his baby girl.  I will use my energy to remain the positive person I always was before she attempted to knock me down.  I will use my energy to be thankful for what I have and who I have.  Life is far too short to do otherwise. 

But, if any of you guys are interested in reading a blog chock full of whining, complaining, exploitative lies, bitching, homophobic agendas, homicidal plots and horrifying grammar, PLEASE, continue to read it.  LOL!!  Enjoy yourselves.

Until next time, kittens...

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